depression

I live in a house full of people, I have a son, but I'm the loneliest person. it doesn't matter that there are people around no one really wants me around. I'm a single mother with absolutely no help from the father, he may as well be dead. I've been alone for years, raising my child. he makes life worth living but I can't get over this loneliness. I feel depressed and I can't talk to anybody for they don't take me seriously or don't really care how I feel. out of sight out of mind. I've stopped trying to let out my feelings to those closest to me because all it does is make it worse for me. I can't really explain it better than that and the reason I'm doing this is just to let out some of what I feel inside so I can survive another day. I have work in a half hour and in my line of work no one cares how you're doing they just make demands and glare with impatience. the only thing worse than feeling this way is to plaster on a fake smile and just wanting to die on the inside, and no one notices.