make up help

I'm 20 and a mother of two, I have never really worn make up but I really want to start feeling like a beautiful women..

As a mother I don't feel like I look after my self I feel to lazy and ñever buy those nice clothes..

I want to start doing my self u0, I booked in to get my hair cut and coloured and I'm just wandering how do I start with the make up like how did you ladies learn?

also my partner is insecure and I just have a feeling he won't like me 2earing makeup, I got my lip periced and ended up taking it out because he had a big problem with it.. I just feel so lost and really want to feel pretty