scared...

I'm 10 days late and I've had so many problems with being late...this time I have cramping it comes and goes my favorite meal I can't eat because it tastes nasty to me but my other half says it's fine...Not sleeping very well...No spotting has happend ethier...I have been late before but not this long..I'm scared and I don't want t even take a test I've struggled so much with being told nope your body is just playing tricks on you [my other half is my rock through it all] with my ovrain cyst I know I'm super unbalanced... i dont know what to do I haven't had a kid before I've lost one but I had no symptoms at all and I was young and dumb and didn't pay attention to my cycle.. any advice I'm a scared 21 year old that can't talk to my mom or freinds... any advice would be great...