Killng myself😭😭😭😭😭

Im so fed up . How many of us have heard this and actully done smething but still things are a shitshow. SO and i have been together 6 yrs bt smetimes I think its me wanting to just stick with him and too scared who be single again. This weeknd was a free weeknd after havng his family wth us for 3 mnths and he also works nites but to top it off he goes to wrk at a frnds garage so he cn get sme cash to fund his aquarium hobby . I also thot I was pregnant as my periods were delayd for 6 days, took a test a day bfore AF n it was neg and today ive started gettng brownsh discharge and it feels AF is in her way. Im 32 and all I want is a baby so bad yet nothngs happng Im sooo done with this life 😫😫😫

Just wantd to vent out my feelings