Early pregnancy and depression

I’m so sad. My husband is amazing and willing to take on all of the bills while I take some time off because my morning sickness is getting so bad. With my first it never went away so I had to stay home every day .. I thought this time would be different but I’ve thrown up 5 times in the last 3 hours so it’s already starting rough :( I’m just so sad. I love going to work and I feel guilty that he has to handle all of the bills alone