Weight loss, now TTC and weight gain...

So last year I was really into fitness (lifting and cardio 6 days a week), eating good, etc. and lost 35 lbs (from 195 to 160, 5'6"). In Sept. I decided to start TTC, so I went off all my supplements, including: preworkout, BCAA's and protein powder, thermogenics, etc. Well since then I have lost motivation, am bingeing more on weekends, have starting going less to the gym and have gained 10 lbs back. I am just trying to find a good balance with not trying TOO hard like I was doing previously, but also not gaining all the weight back because I'm not trying as hard now. Any advice from fit fanatics who are TTC? How did you stay pumped for the gym after stopping supplements?