I just need a place to vent for a minute and this seemed like the best place to do it. A little under a month ago my fiancé and I were in a car wreck. I was driving and my fiancé was riding passenger. My best friend and her boyfriend were in the back seat. I hit a slick spot on the road and we went into a ditch hitting a solid wall of dirt. It totaled our new car. We hadn’t even made a payment yet… I felt terrible about it and everything just keeps getting worse it seems. My best friend’s back was broken in the wreck and she is unable to work or complete her last semester of undergrad. I hurt my ankle that was already having problems and now I’m not supposed to be walking at all. But the thing that has been the hardest for me was my fiancé. He was feeling bad the couple days before the wreck but felt well enough to go out that night. It took me until a week after the wreck to convince him that he needed to go to the doctor. He went because he could barely sit without being in a lot of pain, plus the fact that he wasn’t able to hold food down for over a week. He had blood tests done at the doctors office and they called us the next day saying that he needed to go to the hospital immediately. He had sugar levels of 674. They were worried that he could have a stroke or a heart attack at any point. I’ve never been so scared in my entire life. He immediately shut down and shut everyone out. He hasn’t gotten any better and it’s been over a week. He won’t let me in and I know he’s hurting. I just don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m loosing him yet he’s sleeping next to me in bed. Any advise? I’m so lost at this point...