Reassurance

Hello

This morning was the first time I experienced sex with penetration. It was something I didn’t plan, but the guy and ,I I feel, are still on good terms.

I’ve had “sex” a couple times before today, but I was never penetrated.

I feel afraid (he took his condom off midway) I’m on birth control and I’ve been really good with keeping up on taking it (I was about an hour late today). I just have so many feeling going on. I know I won’t get pregnant. I just feel lost.

Has anyone ever felt this way before...