Cry, Rage, Indulge, Get Back to It

Ashley

I read this post in the articles on fertility. I thought maybe I was a little nutso for feeling so crushed every month I get AF. I had an ectopic in May 2017, resolved by methotrexate. Had my HSG in January 2018 resulting in one healthy open tube. Which is good news. Husband had semen analysis with slightly lower numbers in morphology I think 3.3% where they want it to be 4% or higher and 1.1% where they want it to be lower than 1. Because I’m almost 36, doc wrote me up for a scrip to see fertility docs. I don’t know why, I should be grateful that I have options, but I opened the mail yesterday for the scrip which said “infertility workup” and two hours later AF came early. Let the tears commence, followed by rage... indulging today and tomorrow getting my game face back on. I’m glad I’m not alone. 🌈❤️