In limbo between AF arrival & BFP..anyone else??😕

I suffered a miscarriage in Jan and currently TTC again. I really thought this was our month, just had a feeling. Started spotting brown and a super light bleed-my period was due yesterday according to the app...my last pregnancy I started lightly bleeding & thought I was out around the time of my period. I ended up getting my BFP 2 days later....

hoping and praying it’s the same thing this time around. Any ladies in that limbo stage right now between AF and BFP? I tracked with opks and did the SMEP method this month...and feeling like I’m out. Just feeling down 😕