Here’s some relationship teaaaa

this is my first time posting anything on a discussion thing so i’m going to try my best to make y’all wanna read my crazy life story rn sorry if im a bad writer

anyways last year in April me and this guy (and for the sakes of telling the story we’re gonna name him billy (i’m not going to be using any real names in this story)) anyways me and billy really hit it off i’m a freshmen and this is my second relationship where thing have gone super well and so for two months we where just a thing until I wanted to call us something at this point we where basically dating but we weren’t calling each other boyfriend and girlfriend so i was like let’s do it and he was like no

so im like dude i love you you love me let’s date and he was like i love you to but i don’t wanna date and since ya know i’m a young kid and just wanna have a bf #highschoolrelationships i was just like you know what billy that’s fine ik you love me so we good, thinking that in a bit he’d be like let’s date

flash forward to um 5 months later and about 10 times of asking him why he doesn’t wanna date we brake things off evenly i cried a lot like a whole fucking lot and then my best guy friend ( YALL ALREADY KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING) is like girl don’t worry about him and helps me through the break up and then i have a thing with him and then i don’t like him then have a thing with another guy and then he doesn’t like me so i have a thing with a FBOI AND IM LIKEE THIS BOY LOVES ME AND HE DOESNT CAUSE HES A FBOI and that’s what fboi s do and so i had no contact with men for about 6/7 months

till my most recent boyfriend came into my life and he’s wonderful but due to the fact i’m so worried about being left ive become clingy and attached to him and i don’t like being like that and i used to not be like that anyone who like knows anyways to stop yourself from being clingy that would help

and if y’all wanna share some of your bf stories im so willing to listen and give advice!!