Help 😩

Hey loves, if you are reading this I hope you can help me. I never believed about religions before, I was a deist and I was really happy, but now I can’t stop thinking about Christianity!! I mean deism and Christianity are so different but I believe them both. I know it’s super weird but I can’t stop myself. Please help me 😩 I feel so awkward.

I know it’s not about sexuality or relationship but I really need help