Issa Break Up...or not.

Ok so I’ve be trying to work i things out with my ex boyfriend that cheated on me (subject A): he’s been exceptional for the past 6 months but I’ve made it clear that I’m just on a chill platonic level but he gets it confused caus he’s so emotionally invested in this. Im personally not on the same level as he is and I do not want to be in a relation with him.

But for the past 9 months my ex from 6 years ago (subject b), we’ve reconnected and he and I have a great vibe, like when we talk we just click and have a great time together and it’s all effortless. He’s told me that he wants me, as I am in a real relationship because he actually likes me and likes the energy and chemistry between us. I would consider dating him but I also feel like he’s still on his fuck boy shit.

So I have an ex that put me through shit and is now on the straight and narrow that wants to work on our issue and I have an ex that is great and amazing towards me that I would consider being with.

Oh and they know each other, like when my ex cheated on me found out that I was talking to my other ex he got mad and stopped talking to him...

I really wanna put them all on hold and chill and figure it out but they’re both persistent, like I went some where and B was there and he he confessed his feelings to me and I felt the same way and kept calling me babe... meanwhile all my ex’s A, people who he knew watched me respond kiss, sit on B’d lap and flirt with him.

So the other night my B called me when A and I were having sex and I answered and A got mad and we got into it and I lied that it was my best friend and I deleted the call from my log before he called it back so I called my bestfriend back and she played along, and that’s all for now.

And that’s literally the short version.

Like I love A for who he is but I’m not in love with him, like I’m falling for B and don’t know how to end it with A. Like I’m so ready for him A, to fuck up and use it as excuse for breaking it allll of.