Long Distance.. Failing?

I’ve been dating my boyfriend for almost 5 years. We’ve been through a lot as a couple the first 2 years, broke up twice & got back together, miscarriages, he cheated, I cheated to get back at him, etc. haha. Our relationship was going really strong until he got hurt at work & we lost everything & had to move in with his family for a few months. Then some stuff came up for me & I ended up having to move to another state & he couldn’t come with me. He’s in Texas & I’m in Idaho. I’ve been here for almost 2 months. At first, we were talking about me going back to Texas in June but then he started talking about him moving up here, we were talking everyday, calling every night. Now we barely talk. We don’t talk about the future, I never get good night texts anymore but I occasionally get good morning texts. We haven’t talked on the phone in 2 days, I’ve tried calling but he doesn’t answer & texts back 30 mins later saying he didn’t hear his phone or he was working & his phone was on the charger or something. Our conversations are more like those awkward conversations between a girl & a guy that’s not interested but too nice to actually say it. I’ve tried communicating that this doesn’t feel like a relationship, that I don’t feel the love anymore, that I’m losing hope that we can make this work. Meanwhile, I have guys asking for my number everyday at work & I feel like I’m holding out for something that’s pointless. Idk what to do. I love him so much & at first, I had so much hope but there’s no communication anymore, no talk of the future, nothing & whenever I bring it up, he gets defensive. “I’m busy working & I go home & pass out. You’re the one that left me here” blah blah blah, even though I had to leave for my child.