i feel off.

i’ve been feeling horrible lately, i struggle with depression and self harm but this is different. i’ve talked to my mom about it and she just says it’s hormones but i don’t know, im no where near my period. they just raised my dose of prozac and i’ve been on it for a month now but ive been feeling worse. can someone distract me? i need to feel real and usually when that happens i hurt myself but i’m trying to be strong. i’m sorry if this is triggering... i need to vent but i am alone. i have no one.