Missing my husband

I’m extra missing my husband tonight 😭 I’m 27weeks pregnant and we’ve been living apart since I was 9 weeks because of medical /pregnancy issues that required me to live with my parents again 😭 but he was in the middle of a semester for school he can’t just drop or he loses financial aid and can’t just leave work so we’ve been states apart for so long . We haven’t even been married a whole year yet and we’ve been apart 5 1/2 out of the 10months we’ve been married with only a few weekend visits during this time.

Today’s his 21st birthday and I hit exactly 27weeks today and I just really want to cry 😭

He has missed every ultrasound and kick from our baby girl, he wasn’t there when I found out the gender. He had to just hope and pray and worry every time I was hospitalized because he couldn’t be there.

Normally I try to be super positive and upbeat about it all and just say it’s all worth it because in the end we’ll be together again with our baby girl but tonight I just can’t. Because this sucks! And it’s not fair! And I just want to see my husband 😭😭