Ugh I just feel so bummed...

I just feel so bummed because I tested this morning and of course it came out negative. I am only 8dpo but still feel like it's hopeless to test cuz I know the result will be negative...I see all these people posting clear positive lines and it makes me so discouraged to even try cuz I feel I will never get that positive.😔 Literally my test is as negative as it gets and it just makes me want to cry...I pray every night but I never get my rainbow baby and it's making me extremely depressed 😢