Baby Brain

So I’m trying 3 years with my husband for a baby and 4 years with my ex anyway long story short he found out 2 weeks ago he has very low sperm, I’ve done so much research and ordered loads of vitamins both of us has changed our diet and lifestyle, I’m trying to relax but all I can think about is what we can do to make He’s sperm better and what if I never get pregnant my brain is gone into over drive and I’m getting so many headaches and so tiered all the time from it all I just wanna throw in the towel and give up, so have booking a 2 week holiday for a surprise for my husband it’s not Untill 3 months as I want for him to stay full of vitamins till he’s next sperm test and I’m getting away from it all no ovulation test no vitamins no checking my temperature or cm just me and him and the sun 🌞 I can’t wait Don’t Know how I’m going to hold this secret till then but I want to reward him for all he is doing for both of us I’m so excited and have something Elise to focus on now 😉🤪 I just Post this in rants cause I didn’t know were Elise to post it lol