Am I the only one? 😢😭

So let’s start with the fact that I have not one but two STD’s. The first one I got two years ago when I was young and careless ( mostly drunk). The doctor diagnosed me with HPV and I was so scared. So I started being more careful and making sure to always use protection. Well around the end of August beginning of September this year I met what I thought was an amazing guy... we talked for a few months before we did anything. Well at the end of November we go together with some friends and I had a little too much to drink. When I got home I went straight to sleep. Later that night I wake up to him behind me fucking me. I will still really drunk and passed back out. When he finished he woke me up freaking out because the condom broke. I calmly told him to go to the pharmacy down the road and get plan b. So he did and the next day he left my house and never talked to me again. On Christmas Day I had my first outbreak of herpes. I know he is the one that gave it to me because I had just gotten tested and everything came back negative except hpv. So now I’m here stuck with 2 STD’s. How am I suppose to have a normal life? Is it possible for someone to be okay with this? Does anyone else have more than one STD?