you've got to be kidding me....

Sooo obviously I'm TTC that's why I have this app. We've been unsuccesful for 9 months. Our friends and family don't really know my fiance and I are actively trying for a baby. So yesterday my best friend calls me crying so hard. She found out she is pregnant. She has never wanted children and is not in a relationship and is still in college. So she is going to abort. Which I fully 100% support, I know my best friend and I know this is the right choice for her at this time. So why is a part of me so mad at her for getting pregnant on accident and aborting when I've been trying and can't get pregnant? I feel like a terrible friend /: And I feel sad for both of us right now. Just venting I guess....