this sucks :)

so idk why i’m even doing this cause its kinda pointless but ya girl wants to rant so let’s go. so i’m a 16 year old bisexual girl and i’m in love with my best friend. and for those of you lucky enough to never experience this, it fucking sucks. every time they jokingly say they love you, it feels like you’re having heart palpitations, every time they touch your arm, you feel like dying, and every time you get a text, you hope it’s them. it takes over everything. and she’s a lesbian and i just came out to her as bi last week and she’s been nothing but supportive and helpful which only makes me love her more. i’m doing this anonymously because i know this is jumbled all over the place. i just needed somewhere to vent because she’s the person i talk to about everything and i obviously can’t talk about this to her. but yeah if anyone has any suggestions it’d be very appreciated and sorry for the long post