Me or Her🙄

So I’m sorry now If this gets confusing. So this dude. We’ll. Call him J. J is a junior. Ima Sophomore. When I first starting liking J he said he was starting to like me too. also likes this girl. Let’s call her S. Anyways so me and J started talking a lot more. And I completely forgot about S. So a couple days ago I was walking with J and he pulled me into a hug and gave me a kiss. Nothing was awkward after. It was good. Until last night he texts me and says he thinks S is getting jealous. I’m thinking ok and? But I was just like oh why? And he goes because I don’t show her any attention. Again in my head I’m like she doesn’t need no attention. But I just said oh really. And he goes yea. She’s my prom date I need to give her more attention. And I’m like HOLD UP. Prom date? And I was like so you got hoes? I’m not gonna be a hoe. And he like no you’re ______(his nickname for me), the girl I like. And I was like ok. And she’s what? And he was like and she’s S. My prom date and also a girl I like.

And honestly idk if it’s just me but if you don’t know for sure if I’m the one you want... then don’t kiss me. Cuz I figured that means you wanna be with me. And I already like you a lot kissing me gonna make me like you more.

I just don’t know what to do in this situation