I’m tired of feeling empty

I am so done with feeling empty. Every damn day nothing has changed. For the past 7 years of my life I have felt empty and I am just done. I don’t feel like anything will change. I’m giving up. I’ve talked to a therapist for three years and still nothing has changed.

I am alone and tired. I don’t have any friends. I use sex as an out and then get tired of everything too fast. I hate it. It doesn’t matter how much I talk about it, nothing I do changes it.

I’ve tried to working out, I’ve tried the whole book of things my therapist gave me. I’ve tried being a good person. Think happy thoughts... nothing.

Idk what to do anymore. I’m just so empty...