Ughhh

I need a little bit of hope right now. My husband and I have been TTC for about 6 months now (which feels like forever) well I feel like only I have. He works 2 days on and 2 off and I for the life of me cannot figure out what the heck my body is doing from my CM since my body feels so different since our first baby. Every time I think I have the stretchy egg white mucus, he either isn’t in the mood because he’s tired or he’s at work. I feel like I should just give up because every time I think about it I get so frustrated with him! Ugh. We had sex about 4 or 5 days ago and I’m pretty sure I had my fertile day yesterday, so I am crossing my fingers... this is the month!