So I’m 17 year old girl so I struggle with trusting people ever since I was little soo I idk how to explain it but I’m gonna try to as best as I can ok so anyways I feel I’m seeking something I have had done sexual stuff with 7 people within the past 5 months only 2 guys I had sex with 5 I gave bj to so idk why I do it maybe because I wanna feel loved I come from a loving family but is different you know like I feel like I’m searching for a guy to love me through all of this but idk if someone could pls talk to me because I’m feeling pretty low rn