So I have been questioning my sexuality for years. I think I might be bi, but I’ve never even had my first kiss yet.

I also live in a very conservative family and my dad is very homophobic, so I’m scared that I actually am bi and my family won’t accept me for it.

My dad already told me that he’d kick me out if he even thought I was a part of the lgbtq+ community. My mom doesn’t care for it.

But now I’m scared that I’m just pushing my feelings aside because I don’t want to disappoint my dad.

I also don’t want to miss out on a part of myself just because my family won’t accept me. But I don’t want to lose my family either.

I’m too scared to try anything, and now I feel as if I’ll never know.