I have a few toys (two dildos) and I’m so paranoid my parents will find them. It’s on my mind constantly. I’m having nightmares about it. I’m extremely anxious. I’m a very reserved person and I like to keep my life very private. My parents go in my room without asking sometimes to check and make sure it’s clean or whatever or my grandma will walk in just to be nosy or to wash my sheets. I’m afraid I’ll die and they’ll go through my stuff and find it. I really don’t want to get rid of them but if someone sees them, I would be so extremely humiliated. Ive never even kissed another person and I’m 22. That’s how shy and reserved I am. I just don’t think I can handle this anymore.