I’m 14 and i have big dreams. Ever since 5th grade, I’ve wanted to be an actress. I never actually thought about taking it seriously until about 5 months ago. I feel like I don’t belong in a regular educational school. I can’t ever comprehend what’s going on, even if I pay attention. I’ve never been naturally good at sports. Trust I do a sport per season and there are those girls that just get it naturally. I feel like I don’t belong in my environment. I want to be in Hollywood living my dream life acting. If you walk into my school, (small town in iowa) you can predict everybody’s future. Go to school, get good grades, graduate, go to college, graduate, get a career, get married, have kids, die. It’s the same thing for everybody. I don’t want to live that way. To the point when I want to cry. I feel like it’s not the path God has set for me. I have such a passion or performing arts it’s unreal. Well now you might say, just ask your parents! Tell them how you feel. That’s...kind of a problem. My mom is out of the picture. I live with my dad. My dad, sometimes he just doesn’t understand or he’s just cruel for random reasons. He always looks at the bad side. He knows I want to act but I’ve never had an in depth convo about it. When schools out for the summer I want to ask him about going to a acting camp or a performing arts school in the summer or next school year. But my dads not the type to just pack up and leave, he’s not that supportive. I know he loves me and cares about me but sometimes it’s ridiculous. If my mom were still here she would understand me. I’m so lost, I have huge dreams but I can’t take the steps towards them. Advice? Help? Anything please? I know I want to do this. I’m serious about this and it’s not some teen craze to be famous and rich. I don’t want to wait. I feel the need to start now.