Haircut

So I have been wanting my hair done for a while now. My hair is down to my butt. Bottom pic is me. I have two girl friends and my mom who have given me names of people that can do my hair. I don’t have any hair stylist I used too but I lost contact with her. So I called all of them to see how much my hair would cost $150 to $200 ok I know that I have long hair plus toner plus shampoo pulse styling plus color. The blond their on my ends is from my wedding 7 years ago. My husband in the other hand goes and gets his hair done every few months. His bosses wife cuts his hair but will he book me and appointment? No. But he will come home all nice and trimmed. The one time she did my hair my husband got mad because it took all day and he payed $100 for highlights that didn’t show up. I went and booked myself an appointment a few weeks ahead. I told him I booked the appointment the day I booked it. Told him to day my appointment is next Thursday. It’s Monday so he has 16 days to prepare for that day. Being home on time for my son to get off the buss. Have the money and the tip. He asked me how much I said $200. He said I’m not paying $200. You have to remember I don’t have any money. I don’t have anyway into his account. I’m not about to call my hair stylist and ask them to explain to my husband what they need to do to my hair and why. Because he would still say no and then I would have to cancel my appointment. I can’t even get my nails done and keep them in shape because two weeks is up and it is in the calendar and I would get dressed makeup done and ready to go and here he comes home and has to leave again making me cancel and my nails get grown out. So the next time I go in to get my nails done it’s another full set.

How am I supposed to feel about this. I have friends and family but non of them have to ask each other for money. My hair is so long it take a while just to blow dry or straighten it. My styles are up or down I can do a bun. Brad. it’s once a year if that. I do have gray hair coming in. I’m not even 30 yet. We even tried the allowance every two weeks $100. But I have two kids and a grandma that lives with us. Before he stoped giving the allowance i was trying to get him to give me $100 a week I could even pay for the dogs needs. But it was pulling teeth just to ask him for anything. I am going to go somewhere with out my husband one of these days and I will need money and I won’t have it.

Up date I got my hair cut and colored