I always see moms posting about how excited they are to be having babies and to be a first time mom and how they can’t wait to go into labor, but ARE NONE OF YOU AFRAID? sometimes I stay up all night worried to death about how tf I’m going to live through this process. Everything is so scary with pregnancy. I swear I love my daughter, and I really really can’t wait to meet her but that doesn’t make me any less scared of the process I’m going to face in less than 5 weeks. This whole pregnancy has been so rough for me and all I ever see any other moms post is how beautiful their pregnancy is going or how great everything was, or how much they missed being pregnant. I’m SCARED. So far iv been admitted into the hospital 3 times and they keep saying I’m brewing preeclampsia and now iv gained 13 pounds in water weight and I keep having to get blood work and I feel like I’m just deteriorating.. sometimes I think the labor process is going to kill me. Am I alone on this?