So, idk if I should get into the full story because it’s maybe a little long and you don’t really NEED the back story but I think I’m going to anyways cause I kind of like it. So. I just went on a cruise in the Caribbean with my grandparents and sister. Keep in mind I have a serious boyfriend of just about two years of whom I live with at home.. well we live with his parents but that’s pretty much irrelevant! Anyway.. im kind of an asshole and decided I was going to have fun on the cruise and kind of do whatever I want. Keep in mind my bf at home is always talking about threesomes and fucking other girls so I don’t feel super bad. I mean it’s kind of a turn on cause I think girls are pretty and I like to play around too but it was to the point where he was on my Snapchat constantly talking to them, filming us having sex and sending it to them but not paying attention to me 🙄 so I decided fuck it, I’m gonna have fun, what happens on the cruise stays on the cruise. I know that’s not healthy and I’m not a cheater but honestly I didn’t really give a shit so that says something. Anyway I end up meeting a boy from Sweden. 🇸🇪 I’m from Canada 🇨🇦 but am Swedish danish and German by blood so we kind of started talking. The story of how we met is pretty cute but that may have to be another thread 🤷‍♀️ anyway we end up hitting it off and I literally spent the whole trip with him. I didn’t even feel bad because my relationship at home was straight abusive in the sense he would try and control every aspect of my life and judged everything I did. Made me feel less than constantly when I know my own strength. I ended up getting home and telling him everything and leaving him. The only thing that is hard about it is dealing with the aftermath of the abuse. My Swedish boy literally treats me like gold 🙈 it’s night and day compared to my old relationship, it’s just hard because I always expect him to push me away or judge me like my ex and it’s the exact opposite. It’s beautiful but it takes me aback and it’s a bit to get used to. I also still have that anxiety a bit that if I don’t do everything perfect then I will hear about it and be belittled for it. Little things like he asked me if I was wearing perfume and I said ya kind of expecting him to rip me apart for it because my ex used to say that I smelled like shit and it was too strong even tho I am allergic to strong perfume so I know it’s not but instead he says I smell amazing and literally wants to crawl under my skin. I am so happy in my new relationship because he treats me amazingly. I’m a giver and so is he. Needless to say after not even a month of being home I’m now in Sweden 🇸🇪