5 months trying

me and my bf want a baby we just feel we are ready and it will complete us he is such a loving caring person hes always here for me and treats me so special i love him so much the first time he cum inside me i panicked and went and took the morning after pill after getting told i was near to my period the pill might not work which it did and since then we just kept trying im not on any birth control we dont use protection im just praying that one day it will happen for us does anyone else panic ? i want a baby so so much it seems to be happening to everyone but myself well i know thats not true but i get jealous 😢