i hate my relationship?

my husband always make me do lawn mowing, snow blowing, and taking trash/recycle bin out. he says its my job and i have to do it since hes the only one working and its already tiring enough. he only wrks 3 days! i really suck at the snow blower, which cause me to get in trouble by him a lot. hed yell at me that i should just die, im a waste of space in life, im so fing useless, fing bitch, fing dumb, retarded and stupid. i said he should just do it then since im not good like him, he got all mad and said im a bad wife for not being able to do anything. i always wait on him to do everything. he still wouldnt do it, so i always end up doing it. he doesnt even have work, he just stands there and watch me as i snowblow. am i a bad wife? why cant he just do it when he knows i suck at it 😭