when i was in 8th grade, me and my current boyfriend dated and he always tried to convince me that we should have sex but i didn’t want to because i was only about 12 and he was like 13/14. he broke up with me because of this.

for the past three years, he was trying to get me back and each time i’d feed into it but then back down ( which is considered as i played him ) but finally now that i’m 19 and he’s 20, i actually am very into him, love him, and all the other great stuff. he treats me like royalty and he’s very sweet plus more stuff, but he has ED ( erection disfunction ) and now i feel like i feel a bit different towards him. i try not to show it, but i do because i know that if the doctor says they don’t know what it is or whatever, i’m going to have to leave him because i know i wouldn’t be happy with getting fingered forever. i’m starting to feel afraid to love him just like how i was before we starting dating this time as adults which is causing me to act a certain way (which i hope he can’t tell) but idk what to do. HELP 😩