Disappointed

I’m 36 +3 today and had my first cervical check. I’ve been working full time as a surgical nurse and walk all day every day to the point where I can barely move when I get home and sit down. I’ve had constant Braxton Hicks for about a month and just in the last week I’ve been having pains that I assumed was baby moving down into position....well according to the doctor I’m 60% effaced, but no dilation and -2 station meaning the baby isn’t engaged yet. Doctor said I should make it to my due date and shouldn’t expect to go too much earlier than that. Ugh I know it’s still early but I am so ready to have my baby boy.