Had to stop myself today

I’m 5 dpo and i had a few hpt here and I keep using them and I keep getting negatives.

I know I’m going to get a negative because it’s too soon to test.

Not sure why I keep doing it!! It’s just driving next crazy.

I had to stop myself today from buying more tests. If they’re not here I can’t use them right?

Just needed to vent. I’m sure everyone else has the same “it’s so hard to wait” mentalities.

How do you guys pass the time? How can I make this easier!? I need to hold out until the 15th..