Stress Help Please❗️❗️❗️

At this point , I have lots of stress on me .. my relationship especially, who I am with that I thought we would be a perfect married couple . It’s now so much ANGER , Screaming , shouting , crying and bumpy scary rides my husband gets out of control . I really at this point ,... want to part ways 😭😭😭 it’s just I want to have a healthy baby & knowing I have high blood pressure I have Eclampsia and probably Ecoli. And he doesn’t really show that he cares . When I get loud because I feel a certain way he gets Louder than me and gets aggressive . 😭😭😭 like , I just want to be alone ! I want to have a healthy baby 👶🏻 but I guess since he already has kids and didn’t really want any this is the treatment. Like dude , go somewhere I’ll be fine than with him I’m just so so stressed 😫 I have the worst headache I feel like my heads gonna pop out