How do I tell him?

How do I tell him I’ve given up? That after 7 years, I’m done trying. That I’m done getting my heart broken every month. I’m done crying and reasoning with God. I’m done stressing something that I feel is never going to happen.

I don’t drink, smoke, or do drugs and I still can’t get pregnant. Yet women all around me are getting pregnant and they don’t even want the babies.

Tonight my depression is hitting me harder than usual. I don’t have the energy to get out of bed anymore. I have NO drive. And no one to talk to. I’m so lost...