So I've got a question which might seem stupid but I'm going for it anyway. Me and my ex fiancee were pregnant he beat me very bad and went as far as drop kicking me in my mouth and stomach, i was hospitalized and i lost the baby. Obviously i left his psychotic ass. Soon after I met the love of my life we've been together for over a year and we decided to start trying for a baby...so would this be "our" rainbow baby? or trying for our first? cuz the term seems to be for when the same couple has lost a little angel...