Just a random thought

Alberta

Am I the only one who can’t get out of my mind the thought of what will my little rainbow baby look like ? I also think about how will I know this time I’m in active labor, with my son my water broke on my due date &’ I know that only happens 1 in 5 pregnancies but I hope I get the same luck. As far as actually giving birth 😩 I’m not mentally prepared lol