i have anxiety, depression, ppd, a bit of ocd... But I've dealt with it. until recently. i ended up in the hospital a few weeks ago due to a breakdown. i won't go into details, but it wasn't fun. i thought i was doing ok again. until tonight. my 2yr old son constantly fights me when i try to change his diaper. no one else. just me. tonight was no different. (I'm currently fight a bad head cold to so I'm literally sick and tired too.) i punched a hole in the wall... i didn't mean to. but i lost control. i feel like everything is slipping... how can i be a good mother again if every day feels like a step farther from control? 😢