Can i have some advice pls?

Alright so im asian and i know its really rare and weird but i keep having crushes on these islander guys at school, especially some of the melanesian guys. Their from places like fiji and vanuatu and their on my rugby team and i had to film them for my project and i cant help but feel attracted towards them and this is a pretty massive problem because im actually scared to tell anyone because they will like defs judge me. I’m chinese with a bit of korean and mongolian on my dads side and one of my ancestors was russian and altho i have the chingy eyes most people still associate me as being a mixed asian and i also like to be a bit tanned so i am defs not like the normal rich nerdy asians at school and i hang out with mostly half asians or whites and islanders. So most people would think i would go for someone thats asian or white and i just feel like i would be judged a lot if i suddenly went for an islander guy. Coz most of the time i rarely see any interracial couples like that and the closest would be like fillipino and islander. And idk if the guy would be alg with dating someone like me so i defs feel a lot of pressure aiming for something thats rarely seen at school or out there in the community tbh. Can i have some advice please?