Missing the hubby

He left for work on 29th of March and doesn’t come back until June or July after this big trip he will be back to 4 weeks on 4 weeks off, I’m use to him working away on cargo ships well after 11 almost 12 yrs you would hope so lol, I think I’m just missing him a little more since I found out I have a suspicious lump in the muscle of my neck which I can’t get a biopsy done on it to find out if it’s cancerous or not anyway it’s not like he can do much, I just have to make sure I stick to my appointments, oh and we were try to conceive for a few years now but I don’t know what’s going to happen with that anymore anyway just missing him, feeling blessed and loving my family 😊