16 weeks pregnant and depressed..:(

So I’d say most of my life I’ve had a part of me that’s empty and sad, I’ve never had medication or anything to help just tried to deal with it on my own. Now I’m pregnant I thought I would feel happier but I’m not, I’m sad, tired, having dark thoughts.

I have good days but I’d say more bad days. I really don’t know what to do, I’m struggling to want to go to work in the morning. I feel my boyfriend isn’t supportive and when I share my sad thoughts he acts like I’m being so negative and shouldn’t feel this way. I don’t know what to do anymore. We wanted this baby and we tried hard to get pregnant. Everything feels so overwhelming and the expectation to be and feel happy is making me feel worse. Anyone else feel this way ? Please share your opinions 😔