the difference in boys

i dated my ex for a year and a half and the whole time he told me i was beautiful three times,he never took me on dates,never even tried to plan things i had to do everything,i was stupid and thought he was surely the best i was gunna get but that whole time my guy best friend secretly loved me and now i’m in love with him,he is the best i think i’m ever gunna get,he tells me i’m beautiful 100 times a day tells me he loves me to many times a day i think and today we went shopping and i tried on the dress i really really love and have been looking for forever and as i walked out of the dresser room his jaw dropped and he looked at me a way i’ve never been looked at before.i felt like the luckiest girl on the planet.i really hope i don’t mess this up