So I’ve been talking to this guy I met on tinder. I’ll be 18 in a month and he’s 19. I don’t have any experience at all sexually (I had my first kiss a couple months ago and I was drunk at a party) and he just wants to hookup and I do too. Problem is I’m such an awkward person and I’m also self conscious about my body. He doesn’t really know what my body looks like and I don’t want to show up and have him be disappointed or anything (I am a thicc mamí with a belly). And I get very anxious around guys but at the same time I really want experience. The plan would just be to meet up and hookup and that’s it and we’ve talked about the stuff we’d do so it’s not like that would catch me off guard or something.

Any advice?