I'm not counting myself out

LMP 2/24/18 - 4 hot and 1 blood test taken 4/11 - all negative. I am 45 will be 46 in Oct and I guess I am going through early menopause.. I wont know for sure until I have gone 6 months without a period.. but I have read that anything is possible.. so I will put away the opk test and focus on bedding husband as much as possible in hopes 1 egg meets up with 1 sperm.. my doct appointment is at the end of April.. God knows my heart and my desires and in that I put my trust