Hate This!!

I hate that I am still TTC after my miscarriage in December. My husband is trying to be supportive, but he doesn’t really understand. I have been taking clear blue advanced opk. I tested high fertility from last Saturday up until today, when i finally got peak. We bd on Saturday, Monday, and yesterday. I really wanted to tonight, but he wasn’t in the mood. This just caused a big argument. I just want the best chance I can to conceive this month. Hopefully we will be able to tomorrow. I know he just hates doing it to try and have a baby, but he just doesn’t get it. I just keep thinking that I should be 4 months pregnant instead of still doing this... 😢 I just really need words of encouragement because I just feel so alone.