Am I crazy?

I’d really like to find a girl to move in with us to help around the house because I have a few physical limitations and need help but also to stick around and be kind of a sex slave/switch almost. I’m a brat and kind of a switch and my Bf is a switch but more dom. It this just a crazy Fantasy? Like where do you find people like that who would want a stable roof over there head and always feed and taken care of sexually and emotionally?