Super depressed ( I think )

I haven’t been diagnosed with depression but I think I have it I feel really empty a lot and blank I’ll start bawling my eyes out for no reason sometimes I feel like nothings real .. which sounds weird

I really hate my lifestyle and my environment it takes me awhile to calm down recently I’ve been having multiple mental break downs just being at my house ...

I try to talk to my mom about it and she just yells at me I say my chest hurts and she said “you have nothing to blame it on” when she smokes she’s obviously uneducated.

Someone please help me I feel myself dying inside